”Sothis is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.”


Never lose yourself.


my life is full of contradictions. i believe in being a nice person and not trying to hurt anyone, but i also believe in standing up for yourself and not letting people walk all over you. i’m not a pessimist. i’m not an optimist. i’m a realist. i believe in missing the past and i believe in moving on. nostalgia is honestly the feeling best known to me. i know that i’m such a strong person but I’m also very fragile. i hate being vulnerable. i avoid conflict with the people i’m scared of losing, because i lose everything.

but.

i’m a happy person. i’m human. i don’t judge people because i don’t like to be judged. i’m not a bitch at all. but i can be one if necessary. i put things into perspective and try to understand everyone’s behavior. i love laughing :) literally, it makes me so happy. honestly i think i’m such a funny person which is lame hahaha but it’s true! i’m an awful singer but i sing anyway. i like to help people with their problems because i know how good it feels to be able to vent someone and to have them actually listen. “my favorite thing about me is my eyes. not for how they look, but for how they see.” 


i know that someday , somehow , life will go on .


feel free to message me anything, whenever. :)


and remember, the rest is still unwritten.